Biar Tuhan Menjagamu

Duduk di atas sajadah kuhadapkan tubuh ke arah kiblat. Namun mataku tertunduk. Pikiranku berputar akan banyak hal. Termasuk kekhawatiranku padamu. Sepertinya kau merasa kesulitan, lebih sulit dari kesulitanku sekarang. Maaf, hanya bisa menyemangati dan mendo’akanmu. Aku pun berusaha untuk tidak banyak mengganggumu. Semoga Tuhan menjagamu selalu.

Sometimes I run (sometimes)
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I’m scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

Just hang around and you’ll see
There’s nowhere I’d rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

I accept that I’m “totally different” to my own friends, relatives, and family. 

In the time of crisis like now, around the world, I really can’t stand or sleep well to see humanity being hurt so much like that. Perhaps, this is also my shortcoming. I prefer the other person over myself. I hardly focus on my “task”. I don’t know. I consider humanity issues are really important for people to know. Why? It is to prevent more victims of wrong issues. Could you stand happily while another person somewhere is being murdered? Could you eat gladly while the other people are in hunger? Would you just be care-free when humanity is totally ignored? We are well-educated people, right? Where is our role in this case? Your thesis, does it help another people? Does it prevent someone from being murdered cruelly? Or will it just fill the book shelf in your campus’s library? Come on. All victims out there need our real action. We’re in real crisis.