One thing that I still remember is the saying of our Prophet Muhammad, that we should spend some time to visit the deceased ones. I mean, we visit their graveyard and pray for them. Our Prophet said that the deceased ones are really happy to be visited by us, the living ones. But… nowadays, where do we go? Mall? Cafe?

Yes, we spend much time to seek our sustenance/rizq and knowledge. It’s obligatory upon us to seek for sustenance and knowledge. But, does it seem to be selfish, to only enrich ourselves and forget to rejoice the others? Neil Degrasse Tyson ever said, “Curious that we spend more time congratulating people who have succeeded that encouraging people who have not.

People in their graveyard, they’re confused and frightened whether they will be punished or not. If only the veil in our hearing is opened, we would have listened their lamentation there. Perhaps, it feels like there’s no joy in visiting the deceased/dead ones, but if we’re dead and feel lonely, would it be so good to be visited ? How valuable our prayer is for them, while we often underestimate the power of prayer itself.

Then I still question, what’s the thing that we really need in this world? What’s the thing that we have to find? Game? Entertainment? Love?


When you’re in a problem, at least you can get three things:
– people who laugh to see your downfall
– (a few) people who back you up with their real actions, or
– God, who always wants you to level up (because God loves you, indeed)

Then, you choose who you rely on.

Sorry and Goodbye

Hello, guys. Now I would like to say sorry for every mistake I’ve made. Soon I will strictly limit my activity in any social media account that I have (unless if you’re contacting me for urgent matters). So, again, I’m really sorry for making many errors, intentionally or not. I realize that I can’t impress anyone. Perhaps almost no one likes to befriend me. I’m sorry, but this is me. I can’t fake myself just to impress anyone around me. And I don’t have much time to “take care” of your feelings. Actually, some people should have understood what my real intention is, and that’s not a bad thing. I also fully realize my shortcomings and I hope so that I can fix them.

I thank God for sending many of my beloved ones, such as my family, my beloved man, and the family of my beloved man, who have supported and trusted me in many things. Without them, I’m nothing. I’m not gonna miss this opportunity to make them happy. I believe I can change my life by working hard for my future from this present time. God listens to my dreams. I only want to focus on those who love me sincerely. Again, thank you, sorry, and goodbye.