I’m not that stupid. The moment I laugh and enjoy the music, I also feel the emptiness at the same time.
My heart keeps saying: I want something more than this. I want something deeper and higher. I want a new adventure in my life.
Now I feel so tired and bored. It’s like being imprisoned in so-called golden cage. I may feel and touch the gold, but I know that’s just something fake.
I often become fake human. I often lie to myself. I often ask for something from people, while I know I’ll never get it from them.
I need some time to be alone. I need to cut off for a while. I gotta renew this soul. Thanks, Claire de Lune.